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[the_whitequeen]

[ Mister Pink had noticed that Miss Lacus hadn't been acting like herself lately. She was always looking at a few sheaf of paper and sighing. And he thinks that he may have discovered why.

A determined-looking jigglypuff appears on your screen and carrying what looked like letters tied together very neatly with a bow. He utters a few things in the Pokemon language, "Miss Lacus is sad ... who is Kira?"

He removes one of the letters from the ribbon and began showing it to the screen --- since he knew that even if he read it people wouldn't be able to understand him anyway. ]

May 18

Happy Birthday, Kira.

I find it very difficult still to believe that we have been separated for almost a year.

One more month.

I hope you and the children are alright. Is Reverend Malchio and Miss Yamato working too hard? Are you? I worry about you. I know you are still fighting for our dream of peace.

I hope you are all celebrating this day despite my absence. Kira, you know that is what I would have wanted. I want everyone to see and celebrate the day you were born into this world. I will always, always be thankful to have been by your side. You have made me very happy. I am so grateful that you had been born for me to meet.

I lo ---

[ Mister Pink will suddenly tear the letter away from the gear.

Was it Mister Pink though?

Actually, it was Lacus --- and looking quite embarrassed and a little upset that something so private had been exposed for everyone to see. Unusual because Lacus very rarely showed any expression in the network except for calm and delight. ]

Oh, my ... How embarrassing. I apologize for Mister Pink ... I am sure he doesn't mean any harm.

[ She gives the network a very sad smile, especially when she saw the letter that Mister Pink showed. ]

He never does ...

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... [ Maria doesn't really catch on that quickly, so she just blinks curiously - electricity crackling in the air around her a little. ]

Uu-.. Lacus, what's wrong?

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[thewhite_symphony]

[ Still very embarrassed, but --- it is Maria. How could she not have her guard down around her? ]

Maria ... [ She forces a smile and clutches the letter to her chest. ]

I am ... a little embarrassed. That is all.

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Embarassed? That doesn't sound good.. [ a slight pout. ]

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[thewhite_symphony]

[ There really was no resisting Maria's brand of adorable.

She laughs warmly. ]

There are different kinds of embarrassment, Maria-chan. This is not the bad kind, I assure you.

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[thewhite_symphony]

... this is the embarrassment coming from someone who is in love.

And ... being in love is not a bad thing, Maria.

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.. Being in love.. of course that's not bad.. Being in love makes people happy, and that's what's so important, uu-! It's much better when people are happy!

[the_whitequeen]

it is ... so don't worry about me. I am happy, so very happy ...

I wrote it in my letter, didn't I? That is am ... very happy.

I meant it.

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[infinitejustice]

...I thought you might do something like that.

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[thewhite_symphony]

Athrun ... I had hoped that you would somehow miss this ...

[ But it was probably too much to hope for. ]

I am sorry, Athrun. It is silly, but writing to him helps me feel somehow closer to him.

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[infinitejustice]

I don't think it's silly. Not at all. In fact, it might make a nice gift if Kira shows up here.

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[thewhite_symphony]

[ ... now suddenly very embarrassed. She had never thought about showing this to Kira before. ]

Do you ... really think so?

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[infinitejustice]

Sure. It's always nice to get affirmation, right?

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[the_whitequeen]

I had always been ... honest with my feelings for him.

So, I believe he already knows.

[ Flushing yet again. ]

I had not meant for others to see this. I believe my feelings for him ... shouldn't be bothered to everyone.

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[her_mouse_jesty]

Oh, dear...

I think he was worried.

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[the_whitequeen]

Yes, I do know ...

Mister Pink loves me ... but I didn't want you all to worry or be bothered by something like this.

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[her_mouse_jesty]

Friends are supposed to worry over friends.

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[thewhite_symphony]

Thank you, Minnie ... so much for worrying about me.

I really am touched ...

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[her_mouse_jesty]

You know I'm always here if you need to talk.

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[thewhite_symphony]

I know you are. And I told you about Kira before ...

... I wasn't lying. I am fine ... there is just times that I can't help but miss him. Like his birthday.

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[lovechronicle]

[Well, Mitsuki wasn't surprised to know about them, and being separated from the one you love the most was the worst feeling ever. She had too much experience of it in the real world. ...And now she's feeling stupid for not making her talk earlier. Better late than never.

So, now she rushes to give Lacus one of the biggest, most loving hugs ever.

Is this one of the moments when you don't need to say anything? Because, she's really trying to find the words, but she just can't... Think of how to even start, for now.

So, she'll just ...Hold her tight insert some Eternal Snow lyrics right here? while she's biting her lip and trying not to cry. Because, wow, that (network post) was sad, Mitsuki's memories are sad too and hello empathy+sympathy skills.]

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[the_whitequeen]

[ Because of Minnie's words, when Mitsuki will find her --- Lacus is already in tears with Mister Pink confused but trying to comfort his mistress.

She gasped when Mitsuki gave her a hug. She was taken by surprise. What she wanted was to calm herself and tell her friend that she was fine, but instead ...

... she hugged her back and began crying all over again. She doesn't need to say it words. It should be very clear by now where the hurt was coming from. ]

I miss him. Much more now than ever ...

[ Because it has been --- a long year. ]

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[lovechronicle]

[Crying is good! If she had shown her a calm face and told that she was fine... Mitsuki wouldn't have believed her anyway.

Ah, now she (Mitsuki) is crying too. That's good too. She squishes her a little.]

I know. [Not going to say 'I know exactly how you feel' because everyone's different and she'd never say that, but she knows a lot about missing someone.] I'm sorry I read something so personal... If you want to talk about it, I'm here and I'll always be here.

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[the_whitequeen]

[ She tries to finish, but it seems the tears were not easily over. But she had recovered herself enough to feel a bit embarrassed. It was Mitsuki though, so despite all her embarrassment... she also felt secured and safe.

Friends. Minnie was right.

She was strong and Lacus understood that she was strong in so many ways, but it was alright to show a little weakness to your friends.

Doing so, doesn't make you a weak person ... right, Minnie? ]

Don't apologize ...

I would have showed these to you in ... time.

[ She hands her the letters. ]

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[lovechronicle]

[And she just holds her tight, pets her pink hair and gives her all time Lacus ever needs for those tears. She's not going anywhere from her dear friend now when they're finally back together.

...and letting it all out is a wonderful thing, really. It doesn't mean she's weak, it shows that she's human and that she cares and it might even ease the pain a bit.]

Ehh? I ...

[Mitsuki is about to say something about being unable to take them, they are her private thoughts after all. But she's giving them for her to read, how could she refuse? She gives her the longest stare before accepting them slowly. Way to make her feel special, much like the death gods years ago when they let her into all of their secrets...]

Thank you. I -- this -- You really don't need to hide anything from me, but I really understand it even if you do.

[Not because she's nosy, but because she'll do her best to help when she knows that her friends are in trouble or suffering.]

And then she'll read those letters Lacus entrusted to her. Feelings are a funny little (or huge, definitely huge!) thing; those make her smile and cry at the same time.

She's quiet for a moment after reading them.]

You wrote one letter for him each month. [That much is obvious.] You're amazing, Lacus. I never wrote any of my feelings down into letters, or words even, when I couldn't see the people who left my world. Or didn't follow me to this world. I kind of wish I had done it instead of what I did when I was a child.

I -- hope you'll show these to him if he ever comes here.

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[the_whitequeen]

[ She was still crying, but not as uncontrollably as earlier. But at her encouragement, Lacus found herself sighing and smiling. No, she couldn't stay sad after that.

She knew she didn't have to hide anything from Mitsuki.

Before Takuto came, she could understand her feelings of being separated from someone she cared about. Now, seeing her so happy Takuto ...

... she couldn't have but miss having that in her life too. But Mitsuki is a miracle indeed. She waited three years.

Lacus smiled inwardly. Three years ... yes, maybe Lacus would wait three years if she had to. ]

It helped me feel ... closer to him. Maybe it is simply my silly imagination.

But I wasn't always sad when I wrote to him ... sometimes I did write to him because I was happy ... or sometimes when I was frightened.

So I have no regrets.